I will be traveling in late July to the Yucatan, to see for myself the ruins and sites of the Mayan. I’m ecstatic to see and feel the pyramids, swim with the Sharks, and gift myself with openness. I will be using these experiences in a NEW performance and installation, in series with previous works– more 5D, The Light Sheppard will appear.
Contact if you have a Space or a Place to HOST performances…
When I talk with my little self I can feel clear as a bell, serene, and radiant. Her requests are generally simple and up-font, mostly she asks for recognition and acceptance. Her fears are expressed with a deep pain, which comes from a very deep place inside. These fears are reactions that Judger feeling, which comes from my left side, behind me and says horrible harsh things. I heard the fear from Little self before I could reveal the judgers voice.
I heard little Self crying: She said, “I probably have nothing to offer anyone else anyways! Im alone and a failure!” I said, “my darling! That can’t be true! I know you have so much to offer anyone who would receive your love!” She said, “No one gives me a space to do what I do! There’s no recognition for my talents! Im tap dancing, and no one sees me!” This horrible black hole had opened inside of me, right at my core—it was sucking everything in, drying me out. I fell over and slept to cleanse myself for 17 hours. I fed myself, I held my little self, and walked in the sun. I stayed in an open place, open arms—and waited for my Little self to come forward, shining, not in fear, but in joy.
We traveled together back to a time when these needs were met, so she could show me how it felt to be recognized and rewarded. I felt fathers kind words of praise for my intelligence and creativity, and I saw an assembly room full of people witness to my name called for an award given in excellence and merit. My days were spent in creativity and friendship. And swimming in the sun.
I bought a ticket to Mexico to Climb Pyramids and swim with whale sharks, I accepted an invitation to a Craft Faire, I framed my phony degree, I ate white fish, I bought flowers for myself and played the applause of the award ceremony for me in my mind, I accepted 1000 tasteful compliments from men.
Untitled, Crystal Interior/ Interior Planes series, mixed media on paper.
I can feel a deep pulse reverberating the liver of our city: masculine and driving. The stratosphere is splitting — the pulses drift and converge, drift and converge, a steady and flowing vibration. womp womp womp womp, Can something be dense and vapid simultaneously? The skies holding up the clouds, expand the space in between into an unseen field, sewn with a thousand sound seeds. Will they somehow converge into a single stream of consciousness? Great-Grandfather, I return to you now in quantum time — see me here with you. I ask you, did you know your self punishment would carry on down your line? I show you how to un-hate myself, close a black hole, and heal us both.
In whatever direction we look into deep space, we can detect clusters and super clusters galaxies, all moving away from us. Toward the observable horizon, we see only quasars and the uniform glow of radio radiation. Transmutation. 5. Known Universe; A flash of light lasting only thousands of a second triggered off a regular activity rhythm, circadian rhythm, in the protozoan Noctiluca whose cells had materialized in total unyielding darkness. The protozoan Noctiluca is responsible for the phosphorescence of this water. This creature gives off light only when disturbed.
A Billion Volt Cyclotron = Bevatron
Accelerating protons/elementary particles to velocities
Nekton – Freely Swimming Creatures //
Plankton – All that drift with the current.
Yet there is no center. Any Observer anywhere would see the same effect. The Universe is ISOTROPIC; that is, it looks the same in every direction. Curious and Energetic. Globular Clusters, Clusters of Galaxies, Single Galaxies
Ross 128, Lalande 21185, Alpha Centauri, Sirius, Wolf 359, 61 Cygni, Barnard’s star, Epsilon Eridani, Sun, Tau Ceti, Globular Clusters, Clusters of Galaxies, Single Galaxies
Each Orgonite (object) is a balanced mixture of metal elements (metallic, magnetic, conducive) and crystals (<1 terminated, >10 specimins chosen by metaphysic properties, and arranged so as to have the terminated point __[^]__), Encased-in and under-pressure-of a PolyResin Fill.
Functions: 1.) Energetic Filtering device, makes use of the metallic attractant component to wick negative ionic charges to itself, wherein the divine structures of the crystals transmute the charge (re-ionize the charges positive, and making use of the PolyResin Fill un derpressure, project back an effervenfent souce of natural enhanced energetic transmutation). Orgonites will be most effectively used in this case, nearby to, or in conjunction with electronic, or electric devices in frequency or quantity usage zones. 2.) Energetic Healing Device. Metaphysic properties of the specific crystals may be imbued in the Orgonites.
X.) Copper Wire Antennae, Conducive Coils, et al., Experiments in generative energetic transformations at happenings. Can we be Self-Reflexively a source of energy by our own participatory activity, presence, engagement. TORUS is renewable model.
The Orgonites are made as tokens & talismins of Kindness and Energetic Healing.
Transmutation- A process by which matter is changeformed into another.
Onto, into, becoming, transformation
As a bi-product of our transmutative states we Transport. Portal. Transportation. Time traveling is possible and happening at this time for us. Gateways are open; collapsing portals into a 5D plane – A break in the veil – reveal now to us as we are seeing. Our postapocalypic future is now. Our Future Comes Onto Us Now.
Telecommunication vs Telepathy. (deny) BRAINSINTANKS!
ENGAGE in Multi Perpectival
5D
FifthDementionConciousness
EverythingIsHappening
AllatOnce
AlltheTime
Nicola Buffa 